While having my first 5g heroic dose magic mushroom trip, sitting on a computer chair in a dark closet, in my studio apartment in La Mesa, on March 21, 2017, I felt like I was going to die, and one of the things that came up for me was, my big safe full of gold…

I’m starting to get into a more disciplined routine here at AyaMadre. I wake up around 6am as it begins to get light. I first drink Renaco master plant in the morning l, which is part of my dieta at this time, it gives me physical strength and I feel like it’s healing my body’s…

Maestra approached me yesterday asking me for a $500 “loan”, because she is lacking the funds for my house, that she said she would return in two weeks. I told her I don’t have any money on me, and I really don’t, I don’t even have enough for 100 sole massage on me and my…

The construction of my house has begun, there is now noise of hammers and chainsaws near my tambo, but they don’t annoy me, on the contrary they make me happy, knowing five workers are working on building my first house. Now that I know that my house will be built for sure, my strategic alliance…

These are the keywords that were important elements of my day ceremony on Wednesday, April 10, 2024: Gratitude, love, concentration, power, liberation, joy, symbiotic empowerement, inner child healing, mastery, hummingbird medicine, receiving, confidence. I felt the power of the icaros a lot more. I felt a lot of gratitude for Maestro and Maestra while they…

It’s been about three weeks since Maestra and I agreed on the amount I will pay to stay here for one year and to build a house for me with a kitchen, shower and toilet. The land for the house has been cleared but the construction hasn’t even begun yet. I have been feeling uneasy…