Journal of Jesus Christ

Христос Воскрес

The Opening of My Voice

My voice has opened up so much more since I have arrived to Peru on February 23, 2024. I have received many new, beautiful medicine songs and the flow of creativity that opens up is truly infinite. I feel like I have only begun to get to know the beauty and greatness of myself, but I am already a bit overwhelmed and astonished at the beauty and power of who I am. I keep experiencing deep, authentic, ecstatic laughter in the process of these medicine songs opening up, it feels like fear and shame is being healed and alchemized. There is so much color, creativity, depth, beauty, power and variety in my voice that it takes me great concentration to stay focused, and that is the skill of mastery that I am honing and cultivating for healing myself and others with my medicine songs. The majesty of the power of my voice seems to be infinite – I can roar like a lion, crow like a rooster, neigh as a horse and much more. I also got a taste of the power my full scream where the lion’s roar is combined with a liberating and open mouthed “A” sound. When I experience this full scream, it feels like the greatest fear that I have faced on Ayahuasca in the beginning of my journey in 2017 is being alchemized into victorious and joyful roar of absolute liberation.

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